Saturday, June 27, 2015

Mange and Primroses


Most evenings
as dusk approaches
we look to see if the evening primrose flowers have started to open
and we look north, east, south, and west
for bears.

Uncle Jack taught us about evening primroses.
New flowers open each evening,
quickly.
The buds split and fold back
and four papery yellow petals unfurl,
exposing stamens
and the cross-shaped stigma;
a closer look reveals strings of pollen
strung across the flower like webs.
The whole process takes about a minute and a half.
Calming.
Fascinating.

We sometimes miss the bears
as they aren't on as predictable a schedule
as the primroses.
Bears may come in the mornings
or afternoons
or during the night
and all we see are their tracks
or broken branches on the Juneberries
or the birdfeeder on the ground.
The cracked corn
that Den scatters on the driveway for the doves
sometimes disappears overnight,
licked clean.
This week, though,
we have spotted a yearling cub
visiting at dusk.
One evening Den found him in the garage
next to the spilled sunflower seed container
and named him Little Bear
like the bear in the Minarik/Sendak children's books.
The next night I saw him
as he moseyed from the driveway
to the back woods
where I had thrown old eggs
and some ham fat.
The cub was not easily frightened
but stood up,
curious.
He reminded me of the pictures from my youth
of starving Biafran children
with sad smiles
and skinny limbs
and distended bellies.
His limbs and belly
were almost hairless,
his ears white
with mange.
Den wanted to fatten him up;
I wanted to stroke him,
to teach him to come when I call
like a pet cat--
not that our cats come when we call--
but instead we called the game warden.


Officer Stewart and his deputy came yesterday morning
with a large metal tube on a trailer,
a humane trap.
It was baited with dogfood
and fat
and beaver lure
and tasty sunflower seeds.
In the late afternoon,
Den added a opened can of tuna
but no bear came at dusk.
I settled for the primrose show.


This morning at 7:15
while lying in bed
we heard a clunk.
"Got him!" 
We dashed outside in the rain,
peered through the holes
and saw his white ear tips.
"It's Little Bear," Den said.
"Let him alone. He's scared."
But I couldn't.
I peeked in one hole,
then another,
talked to him,
told him I was sorry he was so sick.
His nose appeared,
curious.
and I blew on it.
He made some noises.

Den couldn't let him alone, either.
He thought that Little Bear's mom
may have been the mountain's mangy bear
that circled but wouldn't enter last year's trap,
that she hadn't survived hibernation,
and that the cub had been on his own for months.
"Poor Little Bear.
He must be hungry."
Den dropped half a pound of good bacon into one of the holes.

Officer Stewart came this afternoon
and took him away.
He will determine
whether Little Bear is a candidate for rehabilitation--
medicinal treatment--
or not.

Not long ago
I made my evening trip to the windows
and looked north, east, south, and west,
but saw no bears.
I said a prayer for Little Bear
and looked at the primroses.
They stood tall in the raspberry patch,
shedding raindrops
like tears.

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Follow-up to this story, two days later:

When we called to report another bear,
Middle Bear,
about 250 pounds
with slight mange
and tags in both ears,
Officer Stewart told us that Little Bear
had received two mange treatments
and was released in the gamelands.
When he was given a dead beaver,
instead of eating it,
he snuggled down with it.

We now have another cub in the trap
instead of the Middle Bear
we have Tiny Bear.
He, too, is mangy
and loves bacon.

Hopefully,
by the end of the summer,
we will have caught and treated them all.






Thursday, June 25, 2015

Cross One Off the Bucket List


Good spot to read during rainstorms



Earlier in the week during yet another rainstorm
I was curled up on the
new-to-us-Paul-and-Kate-won't-need-it-anymore loveseat--
reason here --
reading James Barrie's Peter Pan
and came upon the line
"Would you like an adventure now
or would you like to have your tea first?"

I like to think that I am always ready for adventure.
Earlier in the month
I went with my friend Leslie
to the Episcopal church's "Trunk to Treasure" sale
and found a bucket with pockets.
I am a sucker for any organizational gizmos
and upon returning home
immediately washed out the dead spiders
and filled it with jeep adventure essentials
Yes, if you haven't heard,
Gilda the Adventure Car is gone.
See link here.
...essentials like Sharpie markers and paint,
wire and wire cutters,
tape and scissors,
granola bars and dog treats,
leather gloves,
quick mix cement,
a garbage bag,
shovel,
towel and toy boat and three swim noodles
(used to be four but one blew out),
bug spray and aloe and hand sanitizer,
and two parafoil kites
which don't fly as well as you would think out of an open jeep,
but when they do,
oh! So cool!

The bucket


This morning
was what all mornings should be:
an adventure morning.
I dressed in a no-waist dress
(comfort,
plus yesterday's surprise--
I am three pounds over pregnant-with-a-nine-pound-baby weight,
part of the reason I needed an adventure today)
and a foldable sunhat
(hoping for sun,
covers up mischievous hair)
and Croc sandals
(go anywhere!)
and set off in the jeep toward Clearfield.
Two miles down the road
I saw the Rockton Mountain rock man we call Gouger
and decided that he needed hair.
I wired some mountain laurel twigs to his head,
easily snapped off
because the power company
SPRAYS the mountain laurel on its right-of-ways,
grrrrr,
then walked down the hill
to get a better look
and build a rock stack
when I saw a black snake
sinuously paused
about eight feet away.
Not a blacksnake
but a black phase rattlesnake
about four feet long
and an inch and a half in diameter.
Mid-sized.
I stopped. 
I have seen rattlesnakes before--
along the fence,
crossing the highway,
one along our sidewalk became Luke's third birthday entertainment--
but those snakes I had seen with a group.
This one I found alone,
by myself,
an experience that was on my bucket list.
Yay!
I wanted to make him rattle
so I reached down
and picked up a small chunk of wood
and tossed it near him.
He coiled up and buzzed.
When he was quiet,
I tried it again.
He could buzz longer than I could hold my breath.

Den says he takes his pictures in his mind
but dang,
I wanted a real picture.
I own no cell phone
and the camera was two miles away
on my desk.
"Look before you leap"
has never seemed so appropriate
as I jumped the ditch
and raced home.
Five minutes later
I was back with the camera
and a London teacup
to make James Barrie proud

but the snake had disappeared.
Maybe tonight a bear will come.

The snake was in front of the rock beside the teacup



















Sunday, June 7, 2015

Last Day Thoughts, Creek Walks, and Curious George



Wilson Run


The last day of school is tomorrow.

We began first grade in August
reviewing letters and sounds
and by spring
the class could handle one of my favorites,
Curious George.
George was a good little monkey.
He had only one fault.
He was too curious...

This year we have read hundreds of stories,
solved hundreds of math problems,
written hundreds of words,
learned the fifty states,
the seven continents,
the nine,
umm, eight planets,
all four verses of My Country, 'Tis of Thee
and put on two plays,
A Christmas Carol
and Peter Pan.
Perhaps the favorite memory of the year, though,
was the walk across the highway
to Wilson Run,
the creek behind my friend Deannie's house.

A century ago,
where the highway now is
a railroad ran
bringing timber to Bennett Branch.
We find pieces of metal in the creek
and wonder what they used to be.
The trains are gone
but tracks remain--
though now the tracks are animal.
 "Mrs. Shaffner, a BEAR was here!
...or maybe a dog..."

It's fascinating to watch the kids in the creek.
After we all walk upstream
(even the timid boy comes back in to join us)
and listen to the water gurgle over the rocks,
the kids scatter.
Some rush to find the deepest part,
curious to see if they might approach the knee-depth limit.
Some build a dam--
who can bring the biggest rock?          
Two dams on Wilson Run

Some stomp
and watch the mud
swirl to the surface
to the irritation
of the crayfish catchers.
The current carries the mud away
and territories are established.
Some holler under the bridge
to hear the echoes.
Some throw rocks,  
mostly away from their friends.
Anthony walks upstream and down,
comparing the water's pressure on his legs.
Three girls are fascinated
by what can be found
on the undersides of rocks:
Snails.
Jellied eggs.
Larval forms of mystery insects.
Creatures on the bottom of a rock
One girl with goatlike tendencies
goes for the highest spot,
a tree,
and looks down on her classmates,
grinning.
Kay is crouched over the water,
looking intently.
She holds up a
one-inch-square rock.
"Look, Mrs. Shaffner!"
There are infinitesimal regular markings,
a plant fossil.
It has been here for millions of years
and Kay
is the first person
to notice it.
We take it back to the classroom,
make crayon rubbings,
and learn it is called Lepidodendron.
We divide it into syllables
and read it slowly:
Lep-i-do-den-dron.

We were privileged to be there on this Noticing Day,
Deannie and I.
The kids were curious,
like George,
and it is not a fault,
it is a blessing.

Tomorrow
my kids will spend their last hours as first graders.
I am glad they've learned to read
and write
and spell
(well, mostly spell)
and add and subtract.
These skills form the base
that they will add to over the years,
but their skills will grow faster
and wider
and deeper
if the child,
the grownup-yet-to-be,
remains curious.

I hope the child in you
remains curious.
Stop
and look
and listen
to whatever-is-in-front-of-you,
the minutia of life,
with wonder.